by Tamra Cosby
[trigger warning: sexual assault]
by Tamra Cosby
[trigger warning: sexual assault]
by Diana Athena
Falling
deeper and deeper
into the softness
of white cotton
cloudy morning
Walking
on my tippy toes
over the hardwood floor
of the living room
Catching
the spring
with the corners
of long lashes
Covering
bright depths
of sapphire eyes
Slipping
into the warmth
of comforting pillows
Dreaming
Dreaming
Dreaming.
Until I no longer know
What is real?
Am I even here?
My dreams.
They are…
…are still breathing.
Running
Through a stream
Covered under
large palm leaves
Getting
lost
unlost
lost again
Chasing
after the sweet potential
of something bigger
Than me
Than you
Than this World
under the fog of fear
and a constant thirst
for something more
Out.
I need to get out
Falling
deeper and deeper
Into the softness
of a clear night.
There are days when life is too much to handle.
Diana Athena started to develop an interest in writing as a teenager, writing poems and short stories. After moving to New York from Russia at age 19, Diana rediscovered her passion for using the art of words to express herself and started exploring writing in English. After performing one of her poems as her monologue in an acting class, and receiving positive feedback from her acting coach, Diana knew that writing was her calling. Diana is currently working on getting her AA in creative writing at LaGuardia Community College.
Caiwu Chen studies Computer Science at LaGuardia Community College. He was born and grew up in mainland China. His Chinese background, food, and family are his values and inspiration for creating.
by Tenzin Diki
ངའི་ཞིམ་པའི་བོད་ཟས།
Tsampa: my customary food, both salty and sweet.
Prepared with bare hands.
Roasted barley flour,
Yak butter, Chura ཆུར་ར་ cheese and churning salted tea.
Sacred ingredients of a wealthy food culture.
We should all savor
Tsampa རྩམ་པ་
offering to the Lord Buddha
treatment of illness
everything for a Tibetan.
Tenzin Diki is a freshman at LaGuardia Community College, currently majoring in Biology. She was born in the Tibetan refugee settlement in India, immigrated to the United States in 2017, and attended Newtown High School in Elmhurst, New York. This is her first-ever writing to get accepted for publication.
by Jason DeMartino
Temporary treasure trove.
Hardened and experienced. Durable.
Deciding the essentials.
Personality of a chameleon:
shifting its entrails,
adjusting to different destinations,
and changing ages.
The suitcase grows as we do,
from diapers and bottles,
to diapers and bottles,
to diapers and bottles.
Packed with fragments of a familiar scene,
bound to a foreign set,
cast and crew.
Traveler, nomad, vagabond…
Whore of the Earth.
Unzip to take what’s needed.
Zip up to silence.
Always leaving to stay.
Opening a beginning,
closing an end.
Jason DeMartino is a native New Yorker and musician who currently lives in Queens. Since graduating high school, he has completed semesters at City Tech college while steadily maintaining a full-time job at a bustling midtown restaurant, and has returned to school with the objective of becoming a writer. This is his first publication and he is currently at work on several songs, poems, and compositions.
by Iris Alufohai
[Author’s note: In horoscopic astrology it takes Saturn 29 years to orbit the sun and return back to the same place in the sky that it was in when you were born: a cosmic rite of passage marking a transition in your life into adulthood, after facing challenges and obstacles in your late 20’s to early 30’s. It’s a time where you come into alignment with your true path in life. You begin to gain wisdom and become sure of yourself and goals.]
I am Thirty
and gravity has betrayed me
the man I cannot live without
still looks at women on instagram
It’s no secret
how come my feet are
always so ashy
anxiety whispering what if I die
before morning
and I’m home alone
better make sure my door is locked
I have to lose weight
in time for my next vacation
my closet is too small for all my stuff
suppose I die lonely because I decided to
go thru his phone
and finally
see what’s going on in his messages
there’s nothing they wouldn’t do
to have their cake
and eat it too
my thoughts become redundant
and I’m home alone
better make sure my door is locked
Nobody even stops to think
that it’s the meat killing us
paying for services that
keep us sick
I don’t want to go to work tomorrow
will I Iive to see a million
better start creating
while I’m home alone
making sure the door is locked.
Iris Alufohai is currently studying health science to pursue a nursing degree at LaGuardia Community College. She is 31 years of age: born and raised in the Bronx.
by Melany Tapia
I remember the smell of beer spilled by a guy whose head bopped to the beat of the drums.
I remember bumming cigarettes off pierced, vibrant strangers.
I remember smoking outside between sets.
I remember hopping the L train at 1 a.m. after a gig because most pigs are asleep at that time.
I remember the girls who were loose with no drink and ready for fun after three.
I remember the moshers stomping so proudly, pushing love from one to another as the bass increased its speed loudly.
I remember the melodies created by fingers who seemed to have a mind of their own.
I remember the smokey haze of a room that left my ears ringing.
I remember the broken down bathroom and how a friend had to stand by the door for it to close.
I remember the metalheads leaving white powder on the sink.
I remember graffiti filled art on rotten walls that held in the sound.
I remember dropping my phone in the middle of a set and a stampede of Doc Martin’s cracked my screen.
I remember the crowd surfers that would ride us like the waves in Hawaii.
I remember the beer runs to bodegas when we knew we already had enough.
I remember the energy and smiles and the willingness of everyone to share their poisons.
I remember jumping off stage just to be caught in a net of arms still dancing as they lifted.
I remember the long waits and transfers to trains that stopped running once you got there.
I remember knocking out cold for fourteen stops just to wake up exactly at mine.
I remember the wretched burps after having a little too many.
I remember not remembering how I got home, but making it anyway.
I remember crashing hard into bed just to wake up two hours later to rush to the toilet.
I remember waking up with a headache.
I remember the morning after where I would look through videos of the night before.
I remember living with no rules and no one to cage me.
I remember punk shows daily.
Melany Tapia is an English and Literature major in Creative Writing. She is part of LaGuardia’s graduating class of 2020. Her plans are to continue her education at Brooklyn College and receive her BA in Secondary Education. As an aspiring writer, her main goal is to one day get published and recognized for her work. Five years from now, she sees herself pursuing her Ph.D. in English and helping young writers find their path.
by Raki Jordan
I hang from my hairs on a landline,
twirling and rocking back and forth in the sky,
hairs intertwined with each other –
body possessed by wind, signaling
which direction it’s traveling to.
I grew accustomed to the Bronx’s elements –
the wretched sun’s blazing heat
morphs my leather skin into a vile
shrunken shell, and winter casts me into
a silhouette of ice, and it suspends me in time.
Air Jordan is engraved in my tongue,
and the sides of my neck are forever stained
with a bleeding check, fading, slowly oozing
down to my soles that had been twisted
and froze in place.
My insides been occupied by birds:
Sparrows, Pigeons—their eggs,
the abundance of twigs, discarded plastic bags
and old leaves; their remains aligned my guts.
I whimpered when winter visits, and they fly
to a new home—leaving me dangling;
Take me with you, Bird! I’ll think to myself,
wishing they’ll wait for me as I spun on this
landline, from them using me to launch themselves
further in the sky—they never turned back.
I become lifeless again.
The man I’m dangling above is lifeless too –
Red dye oozing slowly from his head –
Mouth agape, eyes stuck between squinting and
wide open, like a porcelain doll, arms and legs
twisted behind each other—body punctured with holes
that looks like mines aligning the sides of my body.
I wonder if they’ll hang him from a landline –
draping his body over the thick, black, wire –
tying his hair together so he can dangle,
and rock slowly, when wind blows across his body?
Will he smell of sweat or corroded leather?
Will anyone notice him dangling or will he
just be another sneaker on a landline?
Raki Jordan is an avid reader, who enjoys writing pieces that’ll encourage thought-provoking interpretations of his works. Jordan is inspired by his everyday life, capturing the often bitter, sweetness of his environment and society.
by Raki Jordan
I was born on water,
in a country called boat –
Ain’t I African?
Swollen nostrils, protruding lips,
feet still running from the waters;
hair intertwined with maps navigating me home –
eyes blinded by hope—determination.
Ain’t I African? Ain’t I? Ain’t I too been bleached
by the sun, charred by its rays? Dark skinned, eyes
illuminating pain—progress aligned with struggle.
Ain’t I African? Don’t I bleed blood of beating drums –
Black fists pounding air, tribal instance dancing in my veins?
What makes me different from you? Skin diluted by salt water?
Welts swollen from the sting? Body an embodiment of chains?
Future not being free?
Ain’t I African? Ain’t I proud of me being you?
Did I not sing it beautifully?
Haven’t I made you sing it too?
Ain’t my skin soil—though, tainted by the muddy
waters of the Southern bayous?
Neck elongated from cotton fiber ropes,
muscles forever tense from centuries of exhaustive
work; pain passed on to generations of babies, limbs
enlarged from manipulation –
Ain’t I African? Ain’t I still danced in the confines
of shackles, heat curdling rhythm—feet stomping
beyond trees, echoing home from across the sea?
Can’t you hear me? The sounds of bull-whips across my back
made you deaf? Did the sound of gurgling water from my throat
muted my cry for help? Teary eyes, bulging tongue –
veins throbbing from my neck.
Ain’t I African? Ain’t I? Did it die when I went
on to the waters, floating on the waves—twirling in the sea?
Did it die when I became Black?
Did you forget about me—the water child, grasping to be free?
Raki Jordan is an avid reader, who enjoys writing pieces that’ll encourage thought-provoking interpretations of his works. Jordan is inspired by his everyday life, capturing the often bitter sweetness of his environment and society.
by Tamra Cosby
you are my alarm
high-pitched yet softly spoken
while the world crumbles
I hear you through sealed windows
embracing your existence
Tamra Cosby a.k.a Mama Cosby is a 22 year old African American woman from South Jamaica, Queens. She is a sophomore at LaGuardia CC and is majoring in psychology. In 2019, Tamra was elected VP of Leadership in LAGCC’s Phi Theta Kappa Chapter Alpha Theta Phi. She aspires to become a licensed psychologist with her own private practice and aspires to write books. Her hobbies are reading, writing, dancing, yoga, and going on walks with her dog. Tamra’s trauma history and the loud silence of her suffering inspired her to write it out. She began digging deeper when she became a part of The Rock Churches poetry ministry. One of her biggest inspirations is Nikki Giovanni.